Unbearable

Pain unbearable.............

My heart pleads

But you are not ready to listen

that i value you

not ready to listen

that you have become my breath

too proud to understand

too ignorant

I`v brought pain in to me myself

Chaos and heartache linked hand in hand

Ripping my heart in to pieces

Eyes sore with tears

Tired with misery

Waiting for the happiness

I used to have within me

The calm and beauty i brought 

to my life and to my loved ones`s

Will no longer be the same.

I wont be the same

Just as a prisoner who cannot forget the past

Its only necessity now to survive

for the sake of others