Whatever the point you would be passing you would always be glad that you overcame the problems god threw on you to test you, to see what you would do to emerge victoriously.
I cannot call myself as a strong person, neither physically nor mentally.I used to think a few years back when i was at school, that i`m quite a strong girl for my age,(mentally i mean) but uni life showed me reality quite harshly i would say, even though some people might object.Cuz, the truth is i have never been strong, never strong enough to hold the backbiting and the tell-tales etc which often happen in this life..where you become an easy target if you don`t be careful.
When i meant careful, it is all about knowing the person you talk to, not trusting them for what they show you and always keeping on mind what they would understand from what you say and what they are capable of doing to you.
I know i do sound like a pessimist, but that is because i AM one..well not 100% but its much better if you could first see the dark side of anything so that even when things do really get bad you could always make up your mind quickly than , when you would think everything is nice and beautiful.Because nothing is nice and beautiful. It is just a balance between beautiful and ugly, the stronger person finds the beauty while the weak would be lost unable to find the beauty of things.
And i am one of them who is not strong enough.
But there is another side to this story...Not only the strong finds the beauty, even though weak the lucky person can get there..cuz luck is much more of a greater concept than people think it is..In my opinion luck is something of an unimaginable force.A force that could get the person who owns it to reach wonders..
I guess i do have a little bit of that, luck, because each time i fell (not literally), there was/is my angel who endured that pain more than i did..i`m lucky enough to own that..And each time i secretly thank god for granting me the most wonderful types of love so dearly to me..The most important trio..
When i meant careful, it is all about knowing the person you talk to, not trusting them for what they show you and always keeping on mind what they would understand from what you say and what they are capable of doing to you.
I know i do sound like a pessimist, but that is because i AM one..well not 100% but its much better if you could first see the dark side of anything so that even when things do really get bad you could always make up your mind quickly than , when you would think everything is nice and beautiful.Because nothing is nice and beautiful. It is just a balance between beautiful and ugly, the stronger person finds the beauty while the weak would be lost unable to find the beauty of things.
And i am one of them who is not strong enough.
But there is another side to this story...Not only the strong finds the beauty, even though weak the lucky person can get there..cuz luck is much more of a greater concept than people think it is..In my opinion luck is something of an unimaginable force.A force that could get the person who owns it to reach wonders..
I guess i do have a little bit of that, luck, because each time i fell (not literally), there was/is my angel who endured that pain more than i did..i`m lucky enough to own that..And each time i secretly thank god for granting me the most wonderful types of love so dearly to me..The most important trio..
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